My brother suggested I write her last summer.  It was in July of 2009 that I wrote the first of many.

He thought it would be good for the kids to write her too.  I never thought it would end up being such a personal thing, for me.  I didn’t even know her.

This picture is not an honest portrayal.  She is very beautiful and my sketch just doesn’t capture her beauty or her glow.    She shines like a light, in the picture I have of her, and I imagine her lighting up a room when she walks into it.  I can feel the ‘light’ in her words whispered on lined paper.

Getting to know her this past year has been such a blessing to me…..  Meeting through messages.
I didn’t always know what to write.  It seemed awkward at first.  I had so many questions.

Soon, I just began writing…..  My thoughts, my feelings, my hopes, my fears and she began to write hers too.  I asked her about her day; when she rises, her schedule, and when she sleeps.  It helped me to visualize where she is during the day and I can pray for her as I think about her and what she may be doing.  She works very hard, physically.   And she gets tired too, just like me.  Prison isn’t exactly as I had imagined.

I love receiving her long, handwritten letters.  When they come, I selfishly try to find a place away from everyone and everything so I can read her words and soak up the scripture she writes.  Funny how she always seem to have the right verse I need at that moment.

This was one of my favorite letters.  She let me see inside so much of her thoughts and feelings…..her world.
I still can only imagine what a day in her life is like…
…even though I have glimpses from all the letters of the past 16 months.

This is her 3rd year of a 7 year sentence.

This writing journey changed my perspective on freedom and forgiveness.
 

Just going outside and breathing deeply is appreciated more.

I asked her once what she missed.  She misses many things.   Important things.
But one small thing that stuck with me, seemingly insignificant, was her mentioning missing being able to open a refrigerator and getting seconds of orange juice….. I don’t think I have ever been grateful for that before.
Until now.

Knowing her impels me to be grateful for abundance where I had previously perceived lack.  It encourages my collection of simple praises.

She is a talented artist and frequently sketches along the envelopes or makes bookmarks that we use everyday.  My girls and I adore these illustrations.   I love Jeremiah…..

I treasure reading about her hopes and dreams for the future.  But what is most meaningful is reading how she prospers day by day,  how she is healing, what she is learning about herself,  her accomplishments, and sometimes….. just how she gets through the day.

It takes a week or more to write her.  There is an art to writing letters by hand that I have missed in our techno world of blogs, emails, and facebook.  I steal snatches of time here and there
and when I can.

My pen pal has become a believer in the truest sense of the word and can see the adversary for what
he
is.
She fights discouragement and uses it to encourage others.  She encourages me.  If only we all did that.

Funny, our sermon this past Sunday was about Paul being in prison and how our circumstances, no matter what they are, work for the good of those who love Him.

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.  ” Romans 8:28

I wonder about my own circumstances…
I am here for a reason…..  In this place.
In the middle of this muddle, managing my messes, precisely where God has planted me.
So are you.  And our influence is broader than we know.

She mentions that they are not allowed to hug each other or even hold hands during prayer.
So they touch their shoes instead.

Imagine that.
I think that is beautiful.
It makes me look at my feet differently.

Paul’s Chains Advance the Gospel

Simple Praises…continued… #187-#193
my pen pal
reading in quiet
the letters
being encouraged
seconds on orange juice
Jeremiah bookmarks
feet

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